Satisfying oneself

Satisfying oneself is the toughest thing ever. People say its not easy to live to people's expectations , societies diplomacy, but what I feel that for once there mouth can be kept shut if one is satisfied or well settled or composed. I think people who realized this initially are the one who came up with all these concepts of meditation, self realization.

Was Buddha the one who realized this concept for the first time or it existed some more centuries back. whatever , it doesn't matter from where this very concept has rolled upon the important fact is the realization of this.

life ......living in foreign environment!!

Life changes every second, so does a human being. Can a human be trusted ? Is there a age when you can say that now he/she is mature and will never ever break the promises made by him? why humans can't learn loyalty from dogs? why you so very much wish to do something which you know deep inside your heart that its wrong indeed very wrong?

So many questions , but no answers because i also seem to be suffering from this syndrome. Life is to live and enjoy every moment, to cherish every second and meanwhile not to regret any of your deeds. wow!! why can't this feeling of guilt be deleted from the long list of emotions bestowed upon the human nature by God.